sorry sorry sorry

[Anonymous]

i know i've been especially scarce but it's not just school keeping me away anymore.  i've been really all kinds of sick to the point that i'm officially taking off school this week.  yes i'm that useless.  if you've ever had a migraine, i'm sure you know about light sensitivity, and that in itself is keeping me off the computer a lot as well as not watching tv (so what else is there to do right?!) so i'm going crazy now.  if you happen to have a myspace  hopefully you're on my friends list now so check out my blog for more sickness details.  the abridged version is that antidepressants can have crappy side effects esp when you try to get off them.  the most popular source of my misery is this http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Brain_shivers and keeps me in bed/lying down/being a useless turd.  so, it's not that i don't like yall anymore    i LOVES jo0s.  just thought you deserved an official FYI  

[Jeyk]

[Anonymous]

Glad to hear your.... pulling through? Hope you get better soon!

[Lits]

Yikes... sounds like something the Engergizer Bunny would come down with... I know you were having trouble with Vertigo a while back. I hope you're feeling better! Come back to us soon, k?

[Anamodiel]

Get better Vermy!

[Anonymous]

Hope you get to feeling better soon hon. Saying a prayer for ya.

[Jeyk]

Oh damn, I didn't read the part about the antidepressants and shivers, I'm such a freakin' idiot!  

I hope you feel better soon Verm.

[Anonymous]

Woman you better start eating properly or I swear I'm coming over there!

Sending thoughts, and possibly food parcels, your way.

[Anonymous]

Oh damn, I didn't read the part about the antidepressants and shivers, I'm such a freakin' idiot!  

I hope you feel better soon Verm.

hey, i giggled    but i am very happy for you.  when you interview for grad school you're gonna be diamonds

i promise i am eating, even though i had to call like half of birmingham to get chinese food delivered  :/

yea, i failed to mention that this brain zap shit happens like 90% of my day.    what pisses me off the most is that i have people i go to school with in my program that totally pretend to be my friend.  through all of this i'm still trying to manage to smile, and what i get over the phone is "you don't sound that sick.  you shouldn't get an extension on the assignment since we've known about it for so long.  if you're dehydrated then go drink something...etc etc etc"  my boyfriend says, damn kristina you should've told her to go run (she's not exactly a small person).

anywho, thank you for keeping me in your thoughts and prayers cause i really appreciate it  

[Anonymous]

Does a cold compress work?  Have you tried an ice pack on the back of your neck?  Like I know anything about medical stuff :p

Hugggggggs for j00!

[Anonymous]

You should tell her to go shove it! Forgive me for being so blunt. lol
  My mom has went through something comparable, although from the link that you posted not near as bad. And it just grinds my nerves when people can't understand that sometimes we look and sound fine, but there are things going on that they can't even begin to understand.
  My favorite line from those types is "It's all in your head." I seriously almost punched a family member in the face for saying that to my mom.
  You take care of you Verm. You know we're all here for ya. Im sending big hugs your way. :p

[Bellthazor]

Don't make us come over and take care of you!!!! although you might like it if we did

Hope you feel better soon!!!

[Tecknik]

I've had migranes like that before.  They suck. I hope you feel better soon, Kristina! Ha! I know your name! ::runs away::

[Anonymous]

lol tecknik
well i have a meeting with the graduate program director tomorrow so i'll see how that goes :/
i just wanted to add this link too http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/SSRI_discontinuation_syndrome
because i am in total utter amazement that wiki knows more than all the doctors i've seen combined.  everything is on that page and it makes sense.  GAWD my mom didn't even go to college and she found out all this stuff

[Anonymous]

I'm with Bell, we need to camp out at Xtina's apartment