I told myself this day would never happen....

[Subb]

But I was wrong; my love for MxO is nearly dead.... life is shit at the moment; I have A level exams which are making me physically and mentally sick because of long revision periods and stress, I've lost my fuckin' phone which has so many photos and memories on there and to top it all fuckin' up my mother has suspected breast cancer and has got to go to screening on Wednesday.

As of now, I declare my life one of the shitest around.


Sorry, I had to get it off my chest.



-Subb

[Sared]

I didn't say anything, and I still got this "Retired" tag above my head.

Sorry to hear what you are going through man. Feel free to e-mail/PM me if you just want to blow shit around and talk okay? Holding it up is never healthy.

[Jeyk]

Sorry to hear that, bro.  It's always good to vent.

[Adad]

Sorry life is rough man, you will be missed, but we will always be here if you need us.

[Anonymous]

Agreeing with what everyone's said sorry to hear the bad news SUBBEH. Just keep your head up man and everything will get better eventually. You just have to think positive, etc. If you need anything man; to talk, vent, etc. just hit me up on TS or through email or MSN. That goes for anyone here!

imperial_knight69@hotmail.com (MSN)

woodgrain@followtheangel.org (email)

Hope to hear from you soon buddy. If you need us you know where to find us.

[Anamodiel]

Nooo! No more Subbeh to call me Anaw00tziel.

Good luck, dude!

[Lits]

Not my lil bro! Nooo! I'm so sorry to hear that things have gotten you down, best of luck to your mom. I'll say a prayer or two for her, okay? Good luck with getting everything back in order.

Who's going to be here to annoy me now? I'm actually going to miss you, lil bro.

[Styan]

Hey dude, get things straightened out! Best of luck for you and your mom. I'll add to the prayer from lits with my own.

[Subb]

*UPDATE*

Found my phone! Yey!
Mum got another bad report; apparently her liver is going to whack so she must go for testing next friday.

My life keeps on getting better, eh? Stay tuned for more shit folks!

[Bellthazor]

Hey Subb...sorry to hear things are bad with your mom, and everything else. i'll keep her in my prayers and you.

We are here for you to vent to.. Take care

[Tecknik]

Subb, all I can say is that your life needs to come before anything else, especially a game.  MxO isn't going anywhere for a long time (Well, at least we all hope that! LoL).  Take the time you need to sort things out.  You've already found your phone, so things are looking up.  I'm not quite sure what A level exams are, but I know that exams are a bitch.  I think we all can attest to that.  As far as your mother's situation goes, you have to keep in mind that while breast cancer is bad (as is any cancer) it is one of the cancers that is treatable.  Also keep in mind that a liver can be transplanted.  Most of all, remember that your Angel friends are here for you, and we will be praying for your mom.

[Anonymous]

I was in a similar situation last year or so, and it's stressful, but you have to try and remain as positive as you can and don't stray off that path. I know it's hard, but don't give up. I'll be praying for you and your mom as well.