An Apology for Tonight

[Zooey]

So I realize that I have been hostile, standoff-ish, disruptive, and generally uncooperative tonight.  Its seemed like every comment has set me off in one way or another.  And I want to apologize.

I have had a lot of little things all day.  I have felt under the weather during work.  Cut my hands up, and really am in pretty high amount of pain with every keystroke or click.  I then get called and told that basically, I get to have no sense of a life for the indefinite future.  I'm probably gonna get reassigned to night shift, we were previously understaffed and another two quit tonight.  Combined with trying to figure out how to set up for the expansion.  It can get out of control quickly.

In truth on games, I enjoy a lot of games, but have been frustrated with a lot of purchases as of late.   I wasted a least a thousand dollars on World of Tanks in the previous two years of playing it.  I wasted around a couple hundred dollars on steam games I will never play, probably.  So you guys are right, I have a high amount of buyers remorse.

As to PvP, I got my fill of it in ACOY.  I hated World PvP from the start, and got stuck with something I wasn't planning for with that.  I got burned out, and by the time I was ready to get back into PvP, I was too far behind.  I will be much more agreeable about PvP come 2.0.

And I guess along with everything else, I keep fearing that I'm losing my connection with you guys.  I know y'all aren't pushing me away.  But it seems like our times just conflict right now.  I don't want lose my friends.

[Tbone]

I'm defensive of the Oculus Rift

Also, you can ask anyone, I don't have as much patience as I should with anything game related. So, for instance, if Broin says "hey I have a quick way to run this" and someone starts trying different things or gets sidetracked, I generally don't deal well with that. Same goes for if you wanna PvP but don't have gear, keep dying for no reason, etc. etc. In other words, nothing personal.

No worries.

[Strod]

I wouldn't ever feel like you are loosing friends here, that would be a waste of your time more than anything else posted above.

We all have a life and obstacles in it. We may not all go through the same things, but the emotions and lessons learned are the same in the end to one degree or another.

Time is the most precious of commodities, don't let it be wasted on nonsense.

Keep your head up.

[Kokuei]

Not sure what has happened as I been sick. But I love ya Zooey.

[Broin]

If you piss me off you'll know it... don't worry

[Subb]

Even North Korea can't hide you from Broin.